Friday, 29 July 2011

Breaking news from the MS Society!

It's been a brilliant 3 days, with news of a huge clinical trial into a potential treatment for MS (and two personal bests)!


Today, I left work and got on the Tube. It was quite late, so there were plenty of free seats and spare copies of the newspaper lying about. I put the 'Manual of Freediving' in my satchel and picked up the Evening Standard to see this story on the front page...





You can click on the picture for a link to the full article.


The MS Society and the UK Stem Cell Foundation are jointly funding a number of studies to investigate whether the use of stem cells can help to slow, stop, or even reverse the damage caused by MS to the brain and spinal cord.


My heart always skips a beat whenever a story like this appears. They appear surprisingly frequently but it's a long and difficult road from clinical trials to an effective and affordable treatment.

When someone you love has MS, you feel so helpless watching as they get progressively more disabled. They can get much worse almost overnight, as in a relapse or attack, or it can be a gradual process. Maybe one day out shopping you notice that their leg is dragging much more than usual, or you see their hands shaking while they try to hold a mug, or you start "hugging" by linking your little fingers, because proper hugs hurt too much. Mum doesn't really open up to me about her feelings about the future of her health (she's intensely private, and that's why I haven't mentioned her more on the blog). I imagine that for Mum, as for the poet Colette Waller who I featured in my last post, it ultimately comes down to being terrified of getting worse.


So the search for better treatments or a cure for MS feels like a race against time for my family. It's fantastic to see charities collaborating to fund international clinical trials into cutting-edge treatments for MS. If there is hope that by the end of these trials a treatment is in sight that might help my Mum, then I have all the motivation I need to get me to 100ft.

To learn more about this particular research, please see the video below:



Yesterday, I managed a PB in Static of 4mins 45sec!

The day before yesterday I managed a PB in Dynamic of 120m!

Saturday, 23 July 2011

Mandy Mermaid and the Fluffy Contraction Bunnies...

Following my sports coaching session with Mark, I arrived at Saltfree eager to dive a few feet closer to the 100ft goal. However, on the boat over to the platform, I realised I wasn't entirely comfortable with the idea of no warm -up diving - I'd become rather attached to my usual routine of "fannying about at fifteen meters"!

In charge of the platform for the day was Mandy Mermaid. Mandy won the Mermaid Challenge, a competition run by Saltfree to discover new female freediving talent, and went on to set a UK record in dynamic! The most recent chapter of Mandy's freediving story is equally as inspiring. Last year Mandy developed Guillian-Barre Syndrome, a life threatening disorder in which the body's immune system attacks the nervous system, causing paralysis. After what she describes with characteristic understatement as "a bit of a struggle", her bravery (and her freedive training) helped her to beat Guillian-Barre. Back in her wetsuit, Mandy is not only excelling in competition, she also recently completed the Great North Swim to raise awareness of Guillian-Barre and fundraise for CLIC Sargent and the RNLI. To read more and donate, please click here :D.

I'd met Mandy once before and was really happy when she said that she liked the blog! I asked her for some advice. She summarised the theory behind no-warm up diving and explained that I might feel contractions earlier than usual with this approach. Seeing my grimace, she attempted to convince me that this was a good thing! "Contractions are actually helpful; it's your dive reflex kicking in!" she said. "Just imagine that they are happy fluffy contraction bunnies hopping around in your chest", she advised, before we both started giggling!

Fluffy bunny...



















Evil contraction bunny...

























As planned, I did stretching and breathing exercises on the platform and then went straight for 30m. The dive was fantastic! The first ten meters (my least favourite part of the dive) passed quickly and felt foscussed, I enjoyed a long glide and was almost surprised when I reached the plate. There were a couple of light contractions on the way up but I knew to expect them and they didn't bother me. I did have to try and stop myself thinking of the contraction bunnies and grinning inanely though! So it's 98.43 feet and counting, everyone :D.

Photo of the 98.43 ft (or 30m) freedive below, courtesy of Harry:










With the 100ft almost in sight, I've had a little time to sit back and reflect. When I first set out on the challenge, diving to 100ft seemed an almost impossible goal. Now it's within reach I realise that I've been so concerned with actually being able to complete the challenge, I haven't been spending as much time as I should raising awareness of Multiple Sclerosis and the reasons why fundraising for the MS Society is so important.

I'd like to share the stories of two women with you; Genie and Collette. Genie is my aunt and godmother, and Collette is a poet, who I have never met. They have a lot in common; both have chosen to explore their experience of MS creatively, Collette through poetry and Genie through music. Both are positive and inspiring people. I hope that the story of each will go some way to explaining how deeply MS affects your life and how important it is that research continues to find a cure.









Genie
Genie is my aunt, who developed MS aged 24. She teaches jazz and classical piano, makes music and runs Stream Records, a label for disabled musicians.






It took 5 or 6 years before my MS was diagnosed, and I was quite relieved in the end. It was like having a golfball in the back of my head. I thought I was going insane! MS affects people in different ways. It affects my balance and my senses. I don't use a wheelchair, but it's obvious something is wrong with me. The doctors said things like, "well you're going to have to learn to live with this". It's not easy, but music helped. I started to write songs to express what I was feeling. I came across a disability magazine that was advertising for musicians and put together a band called 'Fish Out Of Water'. We got loads of gigs, became involved with Disability Arts, and I got funding. It was great. And I was a working musician! But the mainstream music industry doesn't want to know about disabled musicians. That's why I started to get their music out there. Some people suggested that I should register as a charity, but why does disability always have to be about 'charity'? I want to engage with the world on its own terms.Sadly disabled musicians don't break into the mainstream very often. But you can't give up. You have to make the world take notice.








Collette
Collette has a particularly aggressive form of MS. This article tells her story and in the accompanying video she reads from her collection of poems, 'Party Girl', before MS left her unable to speak or write. I've posted one of her poems below.

Scared
When I'm around
Others
Who have MS
It frightens the shit out of me
All these poems are saying just one thing
I'm scared of getting worse.



Please donate a few pounds (or more, if you like!) to the MS Society, to enable their amazing work to continue :).

Tuesday, 19 July 2011

Sports Coaching and Static :)

It struck me a couple of weeks ago that the 100ft Freedive Challenge is approaching alarmingly quickly! My head was spinning with questions; whether I was training enough, how best to structure my training, where to find information on new techniques, whether anyone was likely to sign up to a meet in October so that the challenge could go ahead, how to budget for some equipment I needed, what safety support would be required...

Fortunately, I received an extremely well-timed email from Mark, suggesting that we set up a few sports coaching sessions in the run-up to the 100ft Freedive Challenge. As you might imagine, I jumped at the chance to talk through some of my questions.

Mark explained to me at our first session that I would be leading the discussion, and emphasised that his role as coach was to help me explore the options open to me, rather than prescribing a particular course of action. At first I was slightly disappointed; a small part of me had hoped that I'd be handed a fail-safe training plan to follow, which would ensure success for the 100ft Freedive Challenge and lots of donations for the MS Society! However, I soon realised that part of what makes freediving so exciting is that it is, in many ways, an individual journey of discovery. I'm wary that I might be straying into "wanky" territory here, so I'll try and explain what I mean:

1. You're on your own at the plate, that's for sure;
2. I would imagine that in such a 'mental' sport, each person's unique psychology would have a significant effect; and
3. There's still lots of scope for experimenting with different approaches to training.

By the end of our first discussion, we'd assessed the current situation, explored the options available and created a plan of action. I left feeling really positive about the progress we'd made. Over the next couple of weeks I drew up a budget, investigated different training options, and eventually drafted a training plan. I then asked for Mark's suggestions, opinions and advice. Mark suggested a number of diffferent approaches for training, including setting up a yoga and meditation session with Mariette and organising the 'Dealing with Diving Demons in Constant Weight' seminar. We're still working on the logistics side of things but there are rumours of an exciting competition setting for the 100ft Freeedive Challenge...

In our second session, we focussed specifically on determining my limiting factor on depth. We discussed the progress I'd made a a result of the 'Dealing with Diving Demons' seminar, considered adjusting my weighting, and decided that I'd experiment with a "no warm-up" or "one warm-up" approach during my next CWT training session. This led to some interesting results...more on this to come.


At training with London Freedivers last week I was paired up for static with Georgina Miller (George). I have to admit to being a bit intimidated at first, since she holds a UK record in this discipline. However, she was really friendly and quickly put me at ease. We decided to do a CO2 table each and I discovered that they're even more relaxing when done in the pool :). Except when the blokes in the next lane are trying to make you laugh during a 30 second breathe-up, of course! George's expert eye was able to see that I held tension in the back of my neck and shoulders and she gently reminded me to relax these parts.

Toward the end of the session, George suggested we try an exercise she had come across on a course run by Umberto Pelizzari. I lay on the surface, breathing gently and tried to completely relax all my muscles. George occasionally asked my to hold my breath and moved me around in the water by applying pressure to different parts of my body. By doing so she was able to identify areas of tension. When she told me to relax my arms, my first thought was that they were already relaxed! By as soon as I turned my mind toward them, I realised that I had bunched up my shoulders and was holding my upper arms stiffly away from my body. She said that I would enjoy my statics more if I consciously relaxed each part of my body, particularly those parts where I tend to hold tension. I'll definitely be trying this next session. I just wish that someone would agree to drag me gently through the water by my arms and legs during static; it's the best relaxation method I've yet come across!

Next time, 'Mandy Mermaid and the Fluffy Contraction Bunnies'!

If only they were this cute!

Monday, 11 July 2011

Milestones and more...

"I'm a freediver, it's sunny. Why am I sat here scanning documents?..."
- Sam

Well, quite. The lack of updates recently is because I've been spending far too much time at the office, twitching my mermaid's tail irritably under the desk and gazing wistfully at my freediving computer background.

It's only been three weeks but I'm in withdrawal. Symptoms include: spending too much time on DeeperBlue during my lunch hour, trying to convince myself I can blow my scholarship money on a freediving holiday to Tenerife, sneaky 25m DNF's during swimming sessions and unexpected feelings of nostalgia at the smell of neoprene (no, really).

My last trip to Saltfree was a good one though! It was great to meet some of the Great Northern contingent, who were really friendly and supportive of the Challenge. Some have already made a donation to the MS Society - thank you very much guys, it's much appreciated :D. With so many people on the platform and the sun breaking through the clouds for the first time in weeks, there was a bit of a holiday atmosphere!




Harry and I were having a bit of a lazy day...lots of stretching on the platform, numerous shallower warm-up dives and lengthy breaks in between freedives to drink redbush tea, soak up some sun and have a natter. By contrast, the Great Northern contingent adopt the straight-in-and-straight-down-the-line-to-a-PB method! As a result, we were the source of much amusement. "Oh!" said Ben as I was putting on my monofin for my 25m attempt, his wide-eyed innocence belied by the barely-suppressed grin, "are you actually getting in now?!".



Luckily for us, by the end of the afternoon we both managed to add our own PB's to the brilliant results already achieved by our friends. Harry easily reached 27m FI, while I managed 25m CWT. It feels like a proper milestone along the way to completing the 100ft Freedive Challenge! Mark's seminar on "Dealing with Diving Demons in Constant Weight" helped in two important ways: 1. I was able to try and deal with any uncertainty and nerves during the warm-up dives; and 2. Using visualisaion during the dive meant I felt much more focused and in control.


Harry gave me the psychological boost I needed before the 25m dive using a bit of a cheeky trick. Knowing that I was more than capable of it, he set the line to 23m in order that I'd exceed my PB without knowing it. "How was it?", he asked as I surfaced. "Great!", I smiled in response, "but it was only 21m". "Oh no it wasn't!" he replied, "I set the line a bit deeper". He couldn't say anything after that because I was simultaneously trying to hug him and drown him.

Since then it's been pool training only. A friend's wedding last weekend meant that it was out of the wetsuit and into a floral dress and jewellery, which I must admit felt quite strange! By all accounts I missed a fantastic weekend at Saltfree, with Sam and Hannah teaching loads of students and some regular Saltfree-ers taking a dip. Particularly proud of my AIDA** course mate Tom D, who made a PB of...wait for it...39m! See below for a brilliant photo taken by Hugh last weekend; more are available on the Saltfree Facebook page, if anyone needs further convincing of how much fun Saltfree courses are!



Pool training is going swimmingly *cough*. No movement on the PB's, which stand at 105m DYN and 4min STA respectively. However, I've been trying out loads of new training exercises: dynamic tables, sideways and upside-down monofinning, lengths as fast or as slow as possible, lengths using as few kicks as possible, almost drowning laughing while attempting to blow bubble rings and, best of all, static dynamics. These involve a short static followed a length of dynamic, all on one breath. The statics are gradually increased; I think we were doing about 1 min static at 3m, 33m dynamic by the end, which felt very comfortable. I'm not sure how it works, but I feel like someone's put me in a sleepy trance.

Tim's training for a triathlon at the moment, so is usually speeding lengths on the surface. When he has a chance to freedive he's been using a heart-rate monitor to investigate the effect of various breathing techniques (you can take an IT geek out of the office...). I've been buddying and have been intrigued by the results, as described after he's done all his computery-analysis on the information. On Thursday of last week Tim kindly lent me his heart rate monitor and buddied me while I did 100m DYN wearing it. I'm really excited to see the results and will post them here soon.

I'm looking forward to meeting Mark on Thursday for some sports coaching (more on this to follow). It's also T - MINUS 4 DAYS AND COUNTING until the next Saltfree meet. Hope to see some of you there!

Sunday, 19 June 2011

Dealing with Diving Demons in Constant Weight


You know a seminar’s going to be interesting when it begins by asking the participants whether or not any of them ever hear voices! Mark’s seminar sought to address the negative thoughts that can sabotage your dives; he called them “Diving Demons”. Diving demons can take many forms and are quite personal; mine are a voice in my head telling me to turn and give up on the dive, or a feeling of “I don’t like this, I don’t feel good”, which creeps in half-way through a dive. Someone recently described a dive to me in which they said their “mind was in ‘let's get the hell out of here NOW you idiot’ mode”.

The thing that all diving demons have in common is that they are manifestations of an internal dialogue. One of the more tongue-in-cheek comparisons Mark made, obviously playing to the two ladies in the room, was the debate you have with yourself when you’re about to spend a substantial share of your week’s wages on a pair of shoes!

I’m pretty sure my own diving demons are the only thing stopping me from making better progress in constant weight. It’s not my breath-hold that’s the problem, nor even my scrappy monofin technique. It’s simply that I’m *whispers* scared.

The negative thoughts always occur in the first part of the dive, during the time that I’m expending energy counteracting the positive buoyancy. Sometimes I can dismiss them and relax, but occasionally they’ll follow me all the way down to the plate, or make me turn before it. The strange thing is that as soon as I’ve taken the first few kicks toward the surface, all my negative thoughts vanish and I feel like I could have stayed down there forever! I’ve tried several things which have helped to some extent:
1. static hangs at gradually increasing depths; and
2. turning at the plate and then coming up very slowly, hand over hand.

Mark encouraged us to be receptive to any negative thoughts during warm-up dives. More often than not, these thoughts tend to be a bit diffuse but sometimes it is possible to identify a concrete anxiety or fear. In both cases, Mark suggested that it is helpful to try to counteract the negative thoughts with positive thoughts: for example, by recalling positive experiences and by reasoning that the depth is achievable, that your training has prepared you thoroughly and that you have great support. Resolving the internal dialogue during warm-up dives allows you to approach the “final” dive with a clear head and positive mindset.

He also mentioned that listening to your inner voice may also help you to identify situations where you’re attempting something beyond your limits, for example a 40m dive when you’ve only ever done 25m.

Mark then turned to visualisation of constant weight dives, which can be used as another method of dealing with diving demons. He shared with us his own constant weight dive, breaking it down step-by-step. I picked up a few things that would be useful for me to try, for example, setting alarms to know when to switch into the glide phase and how to make more efficient turns. Mark encouraged us to do a deconstruction of our own constant weight dive, numbering each stage. He advised that we then use visualisation to memorise it. We can draw on the memorised dive to prepare for a good performance in our actual dives since it can contribute to improving our confidence, helping to control anxiety and making the dive seem as though it is one that we have already successfully completed.

He noted that we can also use visualisation during the dive itself by focusing on the next step to be taken, even if that step is to “let go and relax”. Using visualisation during constant weight dives can have the following benefits:
1. You’re less likely to make a mistake during the dive;
2. You’re less likely to have a problem with surface protocol;
3. If your mind is occupied with visualising the next stage of the dive, there is less room for the Diving Demon to distract you!

As always, Mark emphasised that what works for one person may not work for another. He also asked us to try these techniques out during practice, rather than taking them straight to a competition! He then opened the floor to questions. My question for Mark was: “Which part of the dive do you find most stressful?” He finds the time two minutes before the dive most stressful, when there is a lot of activity around him, he can feel the tension in the atmosphere and he is being ushered toward the line. He said that when it gets to one minute before the dive, you have to mentally commit to the dive and it gets less stressful from that moment on.

I asked one of the experienced freedivers for his take on the seminar and he said that he found it really interesting to listen to Mark’s point of view. He observed that freediving is often seen as a “dark art” sport, where you have to learn something that makes you super-human. He felt that we don’t share the simplicity of the sport enough and that talking about it helps.

I have to say, I now feel ready to get back in the water and slay those diving demons Buffy-The-Vampire-Slayer-style. Bring on freediving at Salfree this weekend!

After the lecture we had a great pool session. It was particularly nice to have Harry, who lives in Birmingham, come and play! His DNF is pretty amazing. Congratulations go out to Tom, who made a personal best of 30m CWT last weekend, during possibly the rainiest weekend of freediving ever seen! For those of you who don’t remember or aren’t regular readers, Harry and Tom were on my AIDA** and are now my regular diving buddies.

Lastly, I thought I’d post my spirometry results. I haven’t had time to make much sense of them yet, but maybe someone out there can shed some light on them.

Thursday, 9 June 2011

Saltfree Weekender or 'I'd rather be freediving".

NB: the slideshow at the bottom of this post doesn't work properly unless you click on the post title and view the post on its own, as opposed to viewing the whole blog.

I'm supposed to be freediving at London Freedivers right now. I had a lovely static session planned but was struck down by the dreaded lurgy and am in bed. Symptoms are blocked sinuses, fuzzy ears, sniffles and sore throat, so it's not going to kill me. However, I'm diving at Saltfree this weekend and thought it would be best to take some painkillers, pop some echinacea pills and down several pints of water containing effervescent vitamin C tablets. A bit like locking the stable door after the horse has bolted but what can you do?

It's not all bad news though - I had a brilliant dynamic session at Crystal Freedivers last night at which I completely surpised myself with a 100m dynamic. Crystal Freedivers train at the the Crystal Palace National Sports Centre, which has a very spacious 50m pool. It's great to be able to get into a rhythym doing dynamic without worrying about turning so often. My turns need a lot of improvement, they look somewhat like an underwater car crash at the moment. The regulars are all very friendly and there is a real mix of experience levels from GB team members to newbies like myself. Tim's always on hand with hints and tips and has devised loads of fun dynamic exercises which make the hour fly by! I particularly liked the one which involved a 20m dynamic, doing a 10 second static and then 30m dynamic, which kind of simulates the phases of a CWT dive. Georgina (George) was also training and kindly let me borrow her super-speedy monofin to do a few 50m sprints - it felt like flying!

It turns out that one of the trainers at the swimming pool is a professional fin-swimmer who couldn't help but cast a critical eye over my shoddy monofin technique.
"Tsk", he says, as I surface. "Grace, your elbows are out here" [makes silly 'walk like an Egyptian' pose].
"Here, sit on the side of the pool...put your arms up". I comply, desperately trying to hide my reseblance to a seal as I use my limited upper-body strength to haul myself out of the pool.
"THERE" he grunts, yanking my elbows together. I emit a suppressed squeak.
"The arms", he explains, "must be like this, otherwise you are ruining your hydrodynamic profile". He demonstrates, contorting himself in a frankly disturbing manner.

I took his card and am still pondering whether I should man the f*** up and attend a few of his classes to sort out my technique.


Lastly, I should mention that the weekend before last Harry, Tom and I headed to NDAC for more freediving with Saltfree. Deepest Dave, Tim and Gary were hte experienced freedivers in attendance, and they looked after us really well, sharing their hints and tips. It did mean that I was the only girl though, and there was a fair amount of testosterone flying around, although mostly in the form of chat about peeing in your wetsuit. Come on Saltfree ladies, get down here!

Harry took some fantastic photos of the weekend and he's given me permission to use them. Here they are! Look out for the dirty gnomes...

Saturday, 4 June 2011

Pool Training and the Haenyeo

There's been loads going on over the past couple of weeks pool training-wise; I've tried to provide a short update here. I've also been working on a freediving escapade to South Korea to visit the Hanyeo...more details toward the end of the post...

I'm really enjoying static and recently made a personal best of 4 minutes! I've been observing the sensations that occur during statics, which seem to be quite individual to each person. Mark, for example, doesn't get contractions. He says that it's not necessarily an advantage but I'm still really envious! This is how it feels for me at the moment although there are obviously variations depending on how hard I've been training, how tired I am, whether I've had a crap day at work etc...

  • During the breathe-up: At the start of the breathe-up I often feel nervous. I try and let go of any expectations about the times I "should" be making. Initially I try to simply observe what my breath is doing naturally, before gradually deepening the breath and extending the exhales, keeping a relaxed rate of about 6 breaths per minute. It's much easier to relax with my eyes closed and I can hear my heartbeat slowing down during the extended exhalations. During the last breath I feel my heartrate pick up. On a good day I'll feel as though I'm just about to fall asleep...
  • 0' -1'50 Usually relaxed and happy. Sometimes singing to myself. Sometimes imagining that I'm floating in a warm ocean at night, far from land, underneath a bright canopy of stars and a full moon creating what looks like a slick of quicksilver on the waves . I duckdive and find myself in the middle of a pod of whales, all calling to each other. I felt a bit embarassed about this until I started asking other freedivers what they thought about during static. There have been some interesting answers, which have convinced me that I'm well within the realms of "normal"!
  • 1'50-2'10 Really could do without this part. Tightness in the throat and chest, and horrible feeling of suffocation. I know the contractions are coming and tense up anticipating them.
  • 2'10 Contractions start. They're almost a relief after the feeling of suffocation. How they feel is really variable. Sometimes they start like a flutter in the diaphragm and build in strength and frequency. If I've been particularly tense waiting for them to start the first one can feel like a kick in the chest. Scan my body from head to toe, identifying areas of tension and trying to release them, which can help to reduce intensity and frequency of contractions. I'm not comfortable, but on a good day I can "accept" the contractions and they pass through me like waves.
  • 2'50 Contractions have increased in intensity and frequency and I start to count them. I count down from 100 but have got nowhere near 0. Counting down rather than up helps psychologically.
  • 3'30 Open my eyes, watch the light playing on the tiles at the bottom of the pool. Stretch out my whole body a couple of times. Put my hands out to the side of the pool and grip it hard. Put my feet down. Listen to the encouraging words of my buddy for motivation.
  • 4' Breathe!

I'd like to find a way to become more comfortable during the early stages of the contractions - if you have any suggestions, let me know! During my second static session I had some strange feelings toward the end of my last breath-hold. I felt euphoric and a bit shaky and wasn't as focussed as I usually am during the last 30 seconds so I came up early. I'm hoping it was just because I'd been a bit slack doing my CO2 tables that week since I was bedridden and vomiting for two days!

I found this video really interesting. I expected that people who had really long static times would start their contractions later but it turns out that his contractions start only slightly after mine do!




I'm making some progress with dynamic too. The distance has increased a little bit in each of the three dynamic sessions I've done and I'm starting to get used to my monofin. I've been marveling at the beautiful dynamic of Elizabeth Kristoffersen, she's so elegant and effortless. I still don't have any real idea of what constitutes the correct monofin technique, but I no longer feel "off-balance" and I can find a rhythym. Mark G kindly buddied me during my first dynamic session and gave me some tips, and Gary and Tim helped me to sort out my weighting and encouraged me to play around with speed!

I thought that the best way to get an idea of what I was doing wrong was to take a short video. Here it is - don't laugh! Constructive criticism appreciated.




In other news, I've been getting excited about a Royal Geographical Society grant called 'Journey of a Lifetime'. It provides £4000 funding to allow you to travel anywhere in the world and create a radio programme about your journey. When I first posted this blog, a friend working in South Korea told me about the "Haenyeo" or "Jamnyeo" of Jeju island and since then I've been fascinated by them.

The Haenyeo are 'sea women' or 'diving women'; spirited female freedivers who have a long history on the volcanic island. They freedive for octopus, sea-urchins, seaweed and shellfish, making many dives each day and spending minutes at depths up to 20m. Once shunned for their dangerous and difficult work, the Haenyeo have been romanticised by the tourist industry and named "the mermaids of Jeju island".

However, their numbers are rapidly declining; from as many as 30,000 in 1950 to only 5,650 in 2003, of which 85% were over 50 years old. The young women of the island want the urban lifestyle of their peers in Seoul rather than the tough physical challenges of the life of a Haenyeo. The rapidly expanding manufacturing and tourist industry poses challenges for protection of Jeju's unique underwater environment. It is likely that the Haenyeo will soon disappear. Who thinks that I should look into applying for the grant to visit the Haenyeo?

Thank you to Amamarf and Leonard Symeonides for your donations - I don't have your email addresses but I wanted to show my appreciation - hopefully you'll read this post!

Thursday, 19 May 2011

Saltfree At Last!

What a weekend!

I left work on Friday with a spring in my step (and a massive rucksack on my back), ignoring the dirty looks of all the disgruntled commuters I managed to whack in the face with my fins. The reason for my excitement? After months of anticipation, I was on my way to the National Diving and Activity Centre for my AIDA** course with Saltfree! Sam Kirby, who runs the club, has been incredibly supportive of the challenge from its inception and pledged to provide me with some excellent instuction. She certainly delivered on her promise - Hannah, our course instuctor, was amazing!


Hannah picked me up from the train station in Lydney and within minutes we were talking animatedly about freediving. Hannah's partner Jason listened patiently; he does pretty much every sport except freediving! We arrived at Hannah's beautiful cottage and, having been introduced to Jonah the cat, I decided to get an early night with a book from Hannah's extensive freediving library.

I awoke at 7am in my comfy bed with an unnatural amount of energy! After getting to know each other over a delicious breakfast Hannah and I drove down to the National Diving and Activity Centre (NDAC) to meet the other students. NDAC is a flooded quarry, descibed accurately by Saltfree as "deep, green and unashamedly beautiful". Sheer grey cliffs plunge into sparkling emerald waters.






After setting up the classroom in a convenient port-a-cabin, we waited for the other students to arrive. Harry (an open water swimmer) arrived first, shortly followed by Tom (a climber). For the first time I felt a twinge of apprehension...tall and athletic, with not a centimetre of body fat between them, I felt completely out of place. I thought I might as well have turned up to an IronMan triathlon in a pink sequinned bikini, snacking on a donut. However, it quickly became clear that although both Harry and Tom were naturals at freediving, they were both really kind, friendly guys, with none of the ego that often accompanies such ability.

We headed to the classroom and Hannah outlined the plan for the day, before going through the knowledge reviews we'd completed at home. She gave clear and comprehensive explanations of the things we'd misunderstood, and encouraged us to ask as many questions as we liked. Andy, who won the award for "hard-as-nails" turned up halfway through our classrrom session having completed a long night shift and with only 4 hours sleep! He'd already completed the theory part of the course so was content to sit back and take forty winks as we finished up.


The less said about the process of getting into a freediving wetsuit, the better, I think, apart from the fact that collapsing with the giggles makes it a lot harder than normal.

I should, however, mention that the NDAC makes diving really easy. With warm changing rooms, hot showers, somewhere to buy food, a bus to take you down to the water, and a boat to ferry you across to the platform, you really couldn't ask for anything more. Saltfree's platform, lovingly tended by Sam, is perfectly set up for freediving.


After a comprehensive safety briefing from Hannah, we got started with some breathing exercises. Hannah had us all lie on the platform, and explained how to breathe slowly using the diaphragm, with emphasis on the outward breath. She asked us to tense and release each part of our body, focusing on relaxing every muscle. We then did some short breath-holds, followed by recovery breathing. By the time we finished, my limbs felt like they were filled with lead, while my mind felt clear but empty of consious thought. I simply heard the lapping of the water against the platform, felt the wind on my face and listened to the birds calling overhead. Bringing us back to the present moment, Hannah then showed us specific stretches for the muscles used during freediving and we practiced them together in the watery early morning sunshine.

"Are we ready to get in?!" asked Hannah...

Weightbelts adjusted, fins pulled on, we all piled into the water. It was cold, certainly, but the 5mm wetsuits meant that the shock was momentary. The line was down at 12m and we could see it clearly.

Agile as an otter, Hannah slipped under the water and down to the plate, turned gracefully, and with a few flicks of her fins surfaced with a huge smile.

Han explained and demonstrated free immersion, and gave us some tips to make equalisation easier. I was first, and pulled slowly down the line, stopping to equalise and to marvel at the colour of the water. There was silence, just my heart beating in my chest. As soon as I noticed it, my heartbeat sped up and, turning on the rope, I made the classic newbie mistake of looking for the surface. I'm glad I did, because I saw the shafts of sunlight refracted by the water, which looked like crystals on the roof of a giant green cave. Hannah was right there with me and I couldn't help smiling at her all the way up to the surface. As she returned my smile, I felt we were both thinking the same thing - we're home. Once on the surface, she monitored my revovery breathing; big inhales, passive exhales, until I told her I was OK. She said that I looked more than OK - I looked ecstatic! Harry and Tom went down in turn and came up with the same huge smiles! Andy experienced equalisation problems which unfortunately persisted despite Hannah's helpful suggestions. However, since most of what we were learning was technique, we could all work on this, regardless of depth.


As well as providing general instruction on the correct technique for free immersion and constant weight, Hannah was able instantly to spot where each of us needed to make adjustments. She was even able to demonstrate what we were doing wrong, so that we could see for ourselves the mistakes we were making, and the effect they were having on our streamlining. For example, I needed to "tie an imaginary rubber band around my legs" during free immersion, but make stronger, more powerful kicks during constant weight. Although the boys already had very good streamlining, and were very comfortable in the water, each of us made big improvements in the short time we had during the morning.

Daz, the cheeky and charismatic boat "captain" teased us about the size of our food bag, but we were really glad of it by the time we got to lunch, which we ate together at the picnic tables ovelooking the quarry. We got to know each other a bit better and found out how the path of each of our lives had brought us to freediving. Group cameraderie firmly established with a shared weakness for cream cheese bagels and dirty jokes, Hannah said out loud what I had been thinking; "you meet the best people freediving"!

The afternoon session took us to Lydney swimming pool for static and dynamic. Hannah made sure we were all able to perform rescues for LMC and blackout. In the process of improving our rescue techniqe we discovered that Tom had a hidden talent for acting; his ability to accurately reproduce the effects of a samba was really unnerving! Thanks to my Introduction to Freediving course with London Freediving, I was lucky to already be familiar with much of what was covered in the pool sessions but it was great to be able to practice my rescues.

Tom was my buddy for static. He asked me lots of questions about how I like to do my statics and had a really calm presence. I felt completely comfortable with him buddying me and pushed close to my PB.

Tom was watching attentively as soon as I came up and put a reassuring arm around me, encouraging me to do my recovery breathing. Everyone did a successful dynamic, and we gave a cheer because we'd all passed the course requirements for the pool session.


After a hard day in the water, and having been frustrated by the early closure of the local climbing centre, we decided that it was time for a bit of relaxation. Hannah and I decided that what we really needed was spaghetti bolognese and a hot bath. Tom and Harry decided that what they really needed was spaghetti bolognese and Jessica Alba in a bikini. So we cooked together and talked about freediving, life, the universe, and everything. Hannah's spaghetti bolognese was the best I've ever tasted (the secret ingredients are chorizo, marmite and olives). Then we opened a bottle of wine and ate sprawled on cushions while watching a cheesy freediving movie. It was the perfect end to the day!


Returning to NDAC on day two I noticed that were were subject to some amused glances by some of the SCUBA divers, who were busy hauling around complex technical rigs. Harry, who sometimes works at NDAC was teased good-naturedly by someone he knew: "Like it do ya? Next thing you'll only be eating organic vegetables and doing yoga! Ha!". It seems that us freedivers might have a leetle bit of an image problem ;). It was time for the AIDA** exam in the morning. Exams (even little ones) make me pretty nervous but Hannah's teaching meant that everyone passed with flying colours.


After some different stretching and breathing exercises, it was time to start duck-diving. Hannah laughed as she said that this was usually really funny for the instructors!

Sure enough, our first few attempts involved an inordinate amount of splashing and fins waving about in the air but with Hannah's pointers, we rapidly improved. After 15 minutes, Hannah was describing some of the duck-dives going on as "beautiful". As a swimmer, I reckon Harry had the edge - he seemed not to create even a ripple! We made some LMC rescues at the surface and then rescues from 5-10m in which we brought the "unconscious" diver to the surface, protecting their airways, removing their mask, and following the mantra of "Blow, Tap, Talk". Hannah regaled us with the tale of the instructor who got so fed up of his students forgetting to "Blow, Tap, Talk", he had T-shirts printed with the slogan! Once again, Tom's acting abilities came into their own...


The focus for the afternoon was constant weight and the line was dropped to the course depth requirement of 16m. We continued to work on our duck dives, our orientation to the line, finning technique and added in the challenge of an efficient turn on the line. Tom and Harry made a really comfortable dives to 16m but I kept on turning before the plate. I knew my static time was more than enough to get me to the plate and back but I found it really hard to get into a relaxed mind-frame, even with a long breathe-up. I wasn't experiencing any urge to breathe but my mind just shouted: "TURN!". Hannah explained to me that since we were diving to 12m over and over, it's possible I had subconsciously created a "glass floor" at that depth. She reminded me of what I'd said the night before: "we've got our whole lives to freedive, we don't need to race to depth in the first two days!". She suggested I try free immersion instead of constant weight, which I like because it's slower and helps me to relax. But I still couldn't make it. I was frustrated and upset, which made me doubt my ability, which meant that it became even harder. I was aware of all of this and took time out on the platform to warm up and do breathing exercises and some of the positive visualisations I do for static.

The plate was dropped to 20m so that Harry and Tom could try out a bit more depth, and perhaps experience the "glide phase". Both were down at 20m on their first attempt. They made it look so easy! "It's so quiet down there", Tom told me. "It's a really intense, deep green, and it's colder too". "Come on, Grace", said Hannah, who could see the longing in my eyes, "Harry's going to buddy you for your big dive". There was no pressure, from Hannah or the other divers; I wanted to try again because somewhere inside me I knew I could do it.

Last deep, sweet, breath, duckdive fluidly into the green. Look at the line...remember to make strong, wide fin strokes...start to feel a rhythm...finally feel the mind quiet and relax, and time slow. Feel an almost imperceptible pull deeper. It's only the start of negative buoyancy but it feels like straining to hear someone you love calling your name. Sudden stab of fear...last few determined kicks for the plate. Turn. Mind focussed now, kick steadily. Eyes on the line. Don't look up. Phew, there's Harry! Feel positive buoyancy kicking in again, it's easy now. Stop kicking and fly toward the surface. Smile so much that water starts creeping into your mask...forget the need to breathe entirely. Break the surface, hear "breathe, Grace, breathe, breathe, breathe". Complete surface protocol and "Whoooooooooooooooooo! I did it!". Hug everyone.


I thought the weekend couldn't possibly get any better but once we'd finished the course, there were some time left to playing on the "attractions" sunk at the end of the quarry; containers, tubes, and even a armoured people carrier! As we were freediving through the container a group of SCUBA divers turned to watch us, wide-eyed! Hannah and I both had "Bond-girl" moments ascending through the tubes. We even got to see the enormous trout that hang around the pontoon, since Daz was kind enough to feed them so that they would come up close, flashing silver as they darted toward the surface.

As you can probably tell, I had the most incredible weekend with Saltfree! As well as being a lovely person, Hannah was an outstanding instructor. Her energy and enthusiasm created a wonderfully positive atmosphere within which to learn. She spent time with each of us individually, addressing our particular difficulties, so that we were able to make great progress. I know that she'll be there for me as my freediving journey progresses, and I'm really grateful to have her as my guide.

I'll give the final word to my buddies! We've already arranged to meet up again. for more freediving :D


Harry: "Had an amazing weekend with Saltfree - can't believe we dove to 20m, Hannah was a brilliant teacher and an excellent host (must steal that spag bol recipe from her). Has got to be the best underwater course I've ever done, the two weeks until we all get back in the water again seems way too long."


Tom: "Thanks again for an amazing weekend - it has absolutley put me on a high and it is largely due to having such an excellent instructor/hostess!"

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

No Tanx - but plenty of Guinness!

I love my training with London Freediving. However, since it only runs once a week, I have been looking around for another training session - training once a week just isn't enough for me right now!

Having conducted a quick internet search, I discovered that NoTanx run a session on Tuesday night at the Kensington Leisure Centre, which is just around the corner from Goldhawk Road, where I currently work.

I emailed Sam Still, who runs the Tuesday session, and he replied inviting me to attend the session and find out more about the NoTanx approach.

In the pool cafe, I was spotted by another NoTanx newbie, Boris, and we had a good chat about how we both got into freediving - he's from Croatia and got into freediving through spearfishing. The NoTanx regulars started arriving shortly after and I was struck both by the friendly welcome they gave us newbies and how well they all seemed to know each other. To my surprise and delight, I was introduced to Simos, a member of NoTanx who has given me a lot of great advice on Deeper Blue!

Sam gave us a safety briefing, a short introduction to the NoTanx approach and informed us of the structure of the club. We were also given some information about the courses offered and learned that the club had organised some incredible holidays, including to Egypt and Iceland! Sam explained that the session was split up into dry exercises, stretching, and then an hour of training in the pool. The emphasis was firmly on relaxation and having fun in the water. Sam told me that I might notice some differences from my training with London Freediving but that I should feel free ask him as many questions as I liked and reassured me that I should do whatever felt best for me.

Sam kindly expressed his support for the 100ft Freedive Challenge and, like many other people I've spoken to, told me that knows someone whose life has been affected by Multiple Sclerosis.

Having changed into my swimsuit (and feeling rather envious of the snazzy NoTanx rash vests sported by the members) I headed to the pool. Us newbies were taken through some basic stretches of the chest and shoulders, and I was deemed “very bendy”, which I can only assume is a good thing!

We all jumped into the pool and began a warm up, which consisted of underwater lengths of the pool in relay. Simos took me under his wing, making sure I understood what I had to do for each exercise and occasionally giving me hints and tips to improve my enjoyment and performance.

The hour simply flew by! Sam’s exercises were really fun and were as challenging as you wanted them to be. He provided lots of encouragement and advice to us newbies. The exercises involved plenty of interaction with your buddies; I particularly liked being towed on a rope while doing static – it was surprisingly relaxing! There was a collaborative, rather than competitive atmosphere, especially considering that there was such a wide ability range within the group. At the end we all did a length of the pool together – and I came up grinning!

To finish the session, we headed to the pub, where I was given perhaps the most memorable piece of advice of the evening… Sipping my diet coke, I looked incredulously over at Simos who was rapidly dispatching a pint of Guinness and ordering a sausage roll and chips. “Didn’t you know?”, he said, raising one eyebrow, “Guinness is excellent for freediving – and you can quote me on that”!

Sunday, 8 May 2011

A Bit of DIY

Like most girls, I occasionally enjoy a bit of shopping on a Saturday afternoon.

A typical shopping list might look like this:

1 iced caramel latte
1 new book
Assorted nice-smelling things from Superdrug
1 pair of sensible shoes for work 1 pair of utterly impractical shoes for an unspecified occasion


This was my shopping list for today:

1 roll of Duct Tape
50cm nylon webbing
1 Plastic snap clip
4 cable ties
2kg lead shot
1 inner tube for a mountain bike tyre


Can you guess what it is for yet? Neither could the guy in B&Q when I read it to him (to be quite honest, he looked a bit scared).

In fact, the shopping list above contains all the components you need to make your own freediving neck weight. I explained in my last post how a neck weight helps to correct the alignment of the body in the water during dynamic apnea. The upper body is more buoyant than the lower body, especially with full lungs, so a weight around the neck creates a more horizontal profile. Since I start my training with London Freedivers this week and am starting my AIDA** with Saltfree at the weekend, I thought it best to be prepared. I'd used Mark's 2kg neck weight during my Introduction to Freediving course and it had worked well, so I decided to stick with this weight for now.

Having ticked most things off my list, I headed to Mike's Waterfront Warehouse to find the lead shot and cable ties. Mike's is the place I used to get a lot of my SCUBA kit - I even worked there at the weekends before I went to university. As usual, the staff were friendly and helpful, providing me with exactly what I needed - at a discount! They also kindly agreed to help me raise awareness of the MS Society by featuring the challenge on their website.

Now I reckon I'm pretty handy at a bit of DIY but I somehow missed half of Mark's instructions on how to make a neck weight. Luckily, another freediver posted an idiot-proof tutorial on their blog, so I was able to use that for guidance. Here are the before and after pics:





I have to say, I'm pretty proud of myself, even if I will be fishing lead shot out of the hoover for the next couple of weeks...

Friday, 6 May 2011

Introduction to Freediving (and Rock and Roll) Part II...

You freedivers are a truly international bunch! So far the blog has had hits from the UK, USA, Czech Republic, Netherlands, Greece, Australia, NZ, Spain, France, Canada, Sweden, Mexico, Romania, South Africa, Cyprus, Russia... Don't be shy, say "hi" in the comments box! I'd love to learn about your freediving experiences and read your suggestions for training.

I waited impatiently all week for Thursday and the second part of my Introduction to Freediving course with Mark Harris at London Freediving. Needless to say, it was brilliant! The focus this week was on dynamic apnea, which is basically distance swimming underwater in a pool. I'll let the World Record holder Dave Mullins show you how it's done:





And not forgetting the awesome Brits Dave King and Liv Philip.

The first thought likely to occur to the non-freediver is: "what on earth is he wearing on his feet?". It's a monofin; usually made of fibreglass, it's extremely efficient and can be used for depth as well as pool disciplines. Since monofin technique takes a lot of practice and specific training, we concentrated on improving our bi-fin technique. Bi-fins are like a longer version of a SCUBA diving fin, with a moulded foot pocket to ensure efficient transfer of energy from the muscles to the fin. It's also possible to do dynamic without fins, using a modified underwater breaststroke (see Liv's performance).

Having dealt with the differences between the various types of dynamic apnea, we moved on to discuss correct alignment in the water. This is extremely important, since good alignment minimises drag...meaning less energy is expended and less oxygen used. Correct alignment is achieved through good technique and through the use of weights on either the neck, the hips or both. Mark explained that a weight around the neck offsets the buoyancy of the upper body caused by the full lungs and other air spaces, creating a horizontal profile in the water. As with static apnea, a proper breathe-up and the conscious relaxation of the muscles not in use is also crucial to dynamic performances.

As usual, safety was a priority and we discussed a number of possible buddying systems for dynamic apnea before heading to the pool for our first try...

The emphasis was on technique rather than performance, so we were limited to one length of the 33m pool. Mark buddied both Marcin and I so that he could assess our technique. I was really pleased when he said that mine was pretty good for a beginner! It's a mysterious thing, "aquacity". It's constantly referred to by the 'Manual of Freediving' as being important for freediving. Pardon the comparison but it strikes me that the quality of "aquacity" is rather like that of being "good in bed"; impossible to define and difficult to evaluate yourself!

To improve, Mark advised that I should ensure the amplitude of my downward fin stroke was the same as my upward fin stroke. I also needed to pull my belly button into my spine (using all the muscles that were punished in my pilates class) to make sure that my lower back didn't arch quite so much. Having got a good look at my bi-fin technique, Mark said that he thought the monofin would suit me too. I'm keen to start using one as soon as possible becuase it takes a long time to learn how to use one properly...and I only have until October! I'm planning on training using bi-fins, monofin and no fins and selecting one to concentrate on as my training progresses.

Then it was off into the deep end of the pool to practice rescuing Mark from the bottom! The techniques for rescue in deeper water are more complex but Mark broke them down into manageable stages demonstrating on Marcin at the surface and then rescuing me from the bottom where I lay pretending to have blacked out. Mark emphasised that it is the responsibility of every freediver to make sure they're a competent buddy and recommended we regularly practice our rescue skills. Just as when I did my SCUBA Rescue Diver course, I now feel much more happy and confident knowing I can trust myself to be responsible for myself and my buddy.

With a couple of minutes left before we had to get out of the pool Marcin and I really wanted to try dynamic without fins. Mark demonstrated for us first and then after a short breathe-up Marcin and I had a go. I really like the feeling of freedom you get without fins and just enjoyed gliding, relaxing, and feeling the water rush past...before being pulled abruptly out of my reverie by almost banging my head on the end of the pool!

A fantastic end to the course, which has transformed me from an apprehensive newbie into a beginner freediver confident that I have the tools I need to train and improve. I have so much to learn, but it's great to know that I can take my questions to someone as knowledgeable and encouraging as Mark. Both Marcin and I signed up for next week's training session mere hours after finishing our course, which should tell you how much we enjoyed it! I'm looking forward to meeting some of the other freedivers at the club. :D

I'm now raring to get to Chepstow and start my AIDA** with Saltfree. Luckily I have the theory element of the course and my first training session with London Freediving to keep me occupied until next weekend!

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

A Quick Update and the Mystery Freediver

A quick update, since work is busy.

A hectic day at work followed by a 5K run, an hour of pilates and dry Table A...I'm exhausted. Stop sniggering all you marathon-running friends, I can hear you! Over the last week I've been doing dry Table A (CO2 with a breath-hold time of 1'55) every other day, and swimming or hitting the gym pretty much every day. However, this whole full-time work thing is really getting in the way of freediving, and blogging about freediving. It's incredible how quickly you can become addicted to this!

A mystery freediver has selected the "Pfshhhh, that's nothing, I can dive to over 85m without fins" option on my poll (see halfway down the column on the right). I'm willing to bet a plane ticket to London that it's just one of my friends messing around. This is because a quick search of Apnea.cz reveals that there are only 2 freedivers in the world who can dive to over 85m constant weight no fins: William Trubridge and William Winram. If we widen the field to include free immersion, that's still only 13 freedivers in the world achieving a depth of over 85m. If I'm wrong and an amazing freediver has somehow found their way to this site, please can they let me know and I'll consider handing over a plane ticket to London a small price to pay for a few tips ;-p.

If you're curious to find out what the current World Records are in each freediving discipline Apnea.cz is a great place to look. The database of freedives is user-friendly and easily searchable. It also includes pictures and videos of each dive if they are available. The video of William Trubridge's CNF dive to 101m is incredible to watch! I can't imagine the physical and mental effort involved in reaching 101m and then having to work hard on most of the ascent to overcome the negative buoyancy while your oxygen levels are low and your muscles are burning. Speechless.

I've done the "homework" Mark set us in Part I of my Introduction to Freediving course: to complete three successive dry static breath-holds with a couple of minutes rest in between. Here are the results:

1. 2'22
2. 3'00
3. 3'18

The results exhibit a clear trend; dry static time increases with each repetition (at least up to three repetitions). Why? Well, I'm reading around the answer to this question, which relates mostly to the body's (amazing) physiological response to apnea. I'm keen not to oversimplify it or make any errors, so I'll get back to you once I've done some thorough research and can articulate the answer clearly. Any pointers to posts/books/academic articles will be much appreciated.

London Freediving have kindly featured the challenge on their news page; you can get their take on it here. Looking forward to joining Mark Harris in the pool again on Thursday evening for Part II of the Introduction to Freediving course. This week...dynamic apnea!

I'll post about the second part of the course and about my visit to the London Diving Chamber later in the week. I'm hoping I can persuade someone to lend me an underwater camera so that we can take a short, and no doubt hilarious, video of my first attempt at dynamic :).